So this week is going to be
one of the most hectic weeks of my academic life as I'm slated to have at least
8 tests within four days and they are all wicked difficult courses (OK,
not all but most ;)). Just thinking of how I would go through it all is
disheartening. :( I've even started thinking if I'm actually meant for
Engineering or if it has all just been a huge mistake and/or misleading.
This feeling is reminiscent
of something my pastor told me last summer. He sent for me on several occasions
but I always evaded until one fateful day, I was bold man enough to go
and hear just what he had to say. And he went on and on with the usual
salutations and enquiries about my family, life and studies. Then he asked me a
question, "Who are you?" I was actually somewhat bewildered and I
answered, "I'm Daniel :D". He hissed and laughed and asked me again
if I knew who I was. Still confused, I decided to tell him that I had
absolutely no idea who I was. And he gave it as an assignment for me to find
out who I am and what my purpose on earth is. He also cut me some slack by
telling me to ask the Holy Spirit if at all I needed clarification at any point
in the 'assignment'.
Long story short, it has
been a hell heck of an experience so far (even though I know I still
have a loooooooooong way to go and all) but I'm just here to charge you, the
reader, whoever and wherever you may be, to ask yourself that Ga-zillion dollar
question: "WHO AM I?" And if you can't answer that easily and without
hesitation, I suggest you embark on your own journey of self-discovery as soon
as possible. And take my pastor's advice ;). Have a lovely week ahead.
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